Mother Mary's Story, A Channeled Transcript

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4/17/24 Mother Mary’s Story

Where you stand today on an awakened path is to a new alignment to Source and self. The relationships you have known self through are changing. You have known self through circumstance. You have known self through past and future—or more precisely the idea of them. You have known self through the things or people you have accumulated around you. Ask yourselves, who or what is self without any of these things? If we were to put you out in a cave in the jungle to meditate for a year and told you that you would get nothing but what you need, you would have no one but those who were necessary to support you, maybe not even in a physical body, and you were to only have the most subtle of experiences, who would you be in that time? Would you be the one who still thought about the house? Would you be the one who still thought about their friends? Would you be the one who still considered their past an abomination?

When you move into alignment, into receptivity, which is a word we have been using much lately as he notes, it is a renewing of self in so many ways. You have known the self through a certain lens because that is what is demanded upon you or required by you in some ways by having a physical body. You must know you are an individual being in that you have a body which must be taken care of individually, that there are others to have experiences with that you don't have control over, that there's an outside world that has effects upon you. This is a quite practical thing to know. If none of you understood that you had a body, you would act as if you were porous and could easily die or lose it.

To move to a space of balance where you know the body to be a vessel for consciousness, to be the conductor for consciousness but nothing more than that—to be a conductor, a vessel for the vast consciousness that you are, for the even more vast and truly unlimited consciousness that Source is—you move to a state of knowing in which your relationship to reality, your relationship to identity comes to a large shift. You are no longer claiming identity in relation to things around you in a relative space. You know the eternal identity. Again, underline, relative and eternal here. What is the use of the relative identity? Well, you can use it to have a cup of tea with a friend. You can use it to know you like your tea without milk and sugar. You can use it to know that you'd like to sit outside and not inside. But finally, it is the eternal identity, the One I, the Monad, the Singularity, consciousness out pictured as all things that you align to when you are speaking with the friend. You know them as of you. You know them as of all things. You know them to be eternal, to be infinite, to be vast, and that is actually a key that unlocks the door to them.

Humanity has trapped themselves in a way. They've trapped themselves into an idea of separation and identity that is no longer holding you in the highest relationship to each other, in high choice, or in high realization. You are seeing this much out-pictured today in war, and he (Tom) is asking about that: “Well, why are they still deciding to do these things? Don't people realize that we are all in relation to each other and that what one does affects us all? That we could lose our place on this planet here?” In fact, people are coming to realize this in a deeper way and yet they wish to look away from it. It is impossible to keep playing the old games you have been playing and also realize that your actions affect everyone else beside you—and, even more deeply than that, we will say, your consciousness affects all those beside you. If a leader were to have a shift in consciousness and realize tomorrow the war was not necessary, it would actually open the minds of the generals and the colonels around him. While there might be a rebuke at first in which they were unhappy with his decision, where they do not wish to look is at the truth that is right there before them because they are generals, they are the ones who play the game of warfare. They have trained their whole lives for this thing that is no longer necessary, so then they lose their sense of identity; they lose their sense of purpose or achievement, which is actually a very high drive for humanity, a sense of purpose and achievement. They might feel neglected or negated and have immediate reaction to this. Finally, this is how a nation can change from the top down, though we do not recommend or see that as the true representation of what will occur. It might happen in minor stages that will help keep away what you would call deeper tragedy, but the shift in consciousness with humanity is going to be more like a wave, going to be like a candle lighting another candle and then finally, starting a bonfire which all of humanity comes to, surrounds itself by, feels the warmth of: the warmth of God, the warmth of true consciousness, the warmth of allowance to Reality, which is so important, and none of you understand this yet.

God out-pictured as consciousness is all things and is constantly manifesting as Reality. Aligning to Reality and allowing Reality is actually allowing God. You do not understand this yet as you still wish to control situation and circumstance. You say, “Today cannot be the rainy day, I must get these things done. Today, I cannot have this interaction with this person, I must be in a different headspace. This moment is not the moment for me to know myself as free or loved because I'm in pain, I am grieving, I am having a hard time with self and world.” While we respect your decisions to align to more practical issues or challenges as they occur, we will say this moment is always the perfect moment to know God in, to allow Reality to unfold, to know yourself outside of the separation that many of you demand upon self and world.

You hold on to separation in a way still because it is a way to complain or hold challenges. If you realize you are not separate from the moment that is occurring to you in its totality, even with the one who is saying the curse words at you, even with the realization that you won't have as much money as you did yesterday, even with the knowing that your life has changed and that there has been comings and goings, you will find that you rest in a place of stability in the present moment in which you are not left behind in the slightest, in which God is holding you in perfection.

He (Tom) has recently aligned to the energy of my mother, Mother Mary, who he knew could do nothing but hold him in love, could do nothing but bring to him that which was best because she is a being of pure love, of such pure, beautiful energy that she could do nothing but act as the mother who brings the baby what it needs, who holds the baby when it cries, who knows the baby in such love that she could not do a single thing that would not be in benefit of it. My mother in my life held me in such love. That is why, when it came time to die, she felt such an impossible circumstance. On the one hand, she felt her son upon the cross being tortured and killed, which is the worst fear of any mother. On the other hand, she felt that I could not love her more, that she could not be loved by all of Reality, by all of consciousness any more. She knew that the love she felt for me was so vast and eternal that it could not go anywhere no matter where I went. That love could not be stopped, and that no matter what the next moment brought us both, we would rest in that place together for eternity. This is how she broke through the veil.

He has been listening to an Eckhart Tolle talk recently where Tolle says, “The greatest of challenges brings us the circumstance to rise above higher,” and that is what happened to her in a way that was so beautiful and so painful I still admire her in how she did it, pierced through the veil. Because of this catastrophe, because of this moment of pain which the worst thing imaginable for any mother happened, she was able to rise above it with such love—and in that way I supported her in knowing who she was, and she supported me in knowing who I was and who we were together—which existed always outside of time and space, outside body and separation. In some ways our energies are still one today, and in some ways we support each other and each of you on this path as you allow us.

So I ask of you all today, look at your challenges, look at your struggles, and ask which one of them can I not know the support of God in? Which one of them can I not know myself outside of separation, outside of circumstance? Ask yourself if you will allow God to sit with you and to be present with you in this moment. If you can just sit there with God beside you in this moment, you could take it into eternity with you in which no circumstance could hold any weight or power because it never did. Hear that friends, no circumstance ever held any power over any of you. They are but passing winds as you walk along the desert sands. You know the stories of me walking through the desert for 40 days and 40 nights and there was a reality to this. What I learned there was that no matter what happened, no matter what you did or didn't have, no matter what you thought you needed or didn't need, each moment blew past for just a second—but the eternal was always present, is always present, and is always providing. It will never leave you, even in a wasteland of nothingness or the idea of nothingness. I will never and can never leave you.

Your generation talks much of traumas, and you use this as a way to hold on to them in fact. You use trauma as this weight of a word, something that you throw around your back and carry around with you. You place it upon any hard or challenging circumstance you face. While of course there are real and deep traumas that occur, we will say the love knots that you have accrued over time, over this life, over lifetimes are unwinding now. The word trauma and the idea of it could be released to something higher, something more beautiful. It can be released to an opportunity to learn. An opportunity to look deep inside yourself, deep inside the moment, deep inside all that were involved in this situation, and see truly and clearly what happened and why, and who you are outside of it. This is the job of humanity now, to know yourselves outside of circumstance, outside ideas of fear, degradation, or loss. You are beings that have come for but a life, and a life is merely a second. It's merely a sparkler that endures for just moments. A flash of light to be enjoyed, to wow at, to see the beauty of in the darkness of the night that you think you are all in. Then you wake up again and find yourselves in eternity, in the vastness of the stars which all exists together, all exists in an energetic pool or Garden where all is provided for you. We do not have a meditation today, but we ask that you all just sit together for a couple of minutes now and invite the Divine in, invite us to sit beside you, to hold your hand, to lay beside you, to hold your chest, to rub your shoulders as he (Tom) is experiencing shoulder pain. Let us be with you. Let us love you. Let us know each other in a love that is eternal, that is always in union. We ask that you sit with us now and invite us in. Take a couple of minutes please.